Big brother was like every day, in his chair with his beer and his pizza, he was watching peoples through the TV. I can't supported his behaviors, every week, every hour, every minute of my life, I am disgusted of him and his actions, I want to kill him, burn him or dismember him to give all the parts of his body at the families which he has destroyed. But I have to wait some days and after, I will become an happy widowed. There are so many years I wait this moment. But if that fails..... *voice in her head* :
'Oh nooo Elena, you can't imagine that ! You have to do it.. for you and for the society, come on Elena !'
Oh my god I am absolutely agree with myself... Oh no I don't know !! What I have to do ? And if all I think I know was just an accumulation of illusions, if the world was nothing and me I was just a little part of this nothingness. I am lost in my mind and in this incomprehensible world. *voice in her head* :
'Don't worry Elena, everything is goooood, you are a strong women ! And if you want to do something, you can do it, and you have to do it. So, kill your husband Big Bro.'